So LoneLY...

Different day...

but... live with...
same face... same expression... and same situation...

no friends to talk...
no money for shopping...
always in the room...
always play my notebook...
always open my notebook in the same place...
always think 'bout my past...
always and always... there's no end of it...


I hate it...


I want to scream...
but I'm too shy...
I want to jump...
but I'm too scare...
I want to sing...
but I can't say "r"...
I want to cry...
but I'm a boy...

It's too hard for me...
it's too rough sometimes and...
I always tried to solve it but always stuck in the same place...

so tired... my life...
does it has a meaning??
will I stuck like this forever???
will I do the same things everyday ??!!

always kiddin' bout having girlfriend??
always avoidin' to introduce my name??
always smilin' to everyone??
always be the LAST??


waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......................

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......................

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....................


is everyone thinks I'm not good enough??
what's wrong with me??
is there someone outside thinks me as a great man??
answer me... please... I'm beggin' to all you...
please.... and please....
I'm tired enough...
If I can...
Can I gone from this world??


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